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I think like this too much in my life, and I think I'm closing myself to many opportunities for happiness.
Tiggerino...just do your best. Life won't always be everything you want, but that's okay. I mean, who ever said life would be a bed of roses? Or that all of your wishes would fall in line and you'd life a perfect life, and live happily ever after with the guy of your dreams. It's not that simple. And, to bring up an old point, but your life isn't like an anime series. Disappointing as that may be, and as much as you wish you were a superhero...you're human. People love you for that. Be the best 'you' you can be, and accept things as your best, because, as you realized before, your best is always relative. You're doing fine, and you're making people happy, so rest easy, and take pride in those facts.
Underreact. Relax. Look for the silver lining on any rain cloud.
And for the umpteenth time - it's anxiety. You're not going anywhere anytime soon, so get used to the fact that life is mundane, stressful as that may be. ;)
And don't give up hope. You'll find a guy who works well for you soon enough. Don't rush it, and let your heart guide you. Cheesy, but true. ...I just wish it was a little sooner. And on top of that, that this person could love and accept me for me (and yes, him for him), stubborn and as unusual as I may be sometimes. And as strong and as quiet as I may be - I am lonely, and I wanna share my heart with someone. I lean a bit heavily on my old 'preminitions' even now, and it's hard for me to let those go. Part of me wishes that the wolf or raccoon would come find me and complete the puzzle, but...maybe it just wasn't time yet. I'd be so focused on that person and making 'us' happy that I'd completely forget about my personal direction in life, and that may be what I need the most.
And beyond that... Feel more courageous that I could make positive, good changes in my life. Now that I'm out of college and have a degree, my life is a lot more open ended, and it's really stressful finding where to go from here. I'm still a little scared. But I think I'll be okay. I am only 25.
Oh, and one last thing. If you don't find all of your answers tomorrow, this week, this month, or even this year, you didn't fail, and you're not a failure. You're living if you're searching for them, so just keep at it. :)
Tiggerino...just do your best. Life won't always be everything you want, but that's okay. I mean, who ever said life would be a bed of roses? Or that all of your wishes would fall in line and you'd life a perfect life, and live happily ever after with the guy of your dreams. It's not that simple. And, to bring up an old point, but your life isn't like an anime series. Disappointing as that may be, and as much as you wish you were a superhero...you're human. People love you for that. Be the best 'you' you can be, and accept things as your best, because, as you realized before, your best is always relative. You're doing fine, and you're making people happy, so rest easy, and take pride in those facts.
Underreact. Relax. Look for the silver lining on any rain cloud.
And for the umpteenth time - it's anxiety. You're not going anywhere anytime soon, so get used to the fact that life is mundane, stressful as that may be. ;)
And don't give up hope. You'll find a guy who works well for you soon enough. Don't rush it, and let your heart guide you. Cheesy, but true. ...I just wish it was a little sooner. And on top of that, that this person could love and accept me for me (and yes, him for him), stubborn and as unusual as I may be sometimes. And as strong and as quiet as I may be - I am lonely, and I wanna share my heart with someone. I lean a bit heavily on my old 'preminitions' even now, and it's hard for me to let those go. Part of me wishes that the wolf or raccoon would come find me and complete the puzzle, but...maybe it just wasn't time yet. I'd be so focused on that person and making 'us' happy that I'd completely forget about my personal direction in life, and that may be what I need the most.
And beyond that... Feel more courageous that I could make positive, good changes in my life. Now that I'm out of college and have a degree, my life is a lot more open ended, and it's really stressful finding where to go from here. I'm still a little scared. But I think I'll be okay. I am only 25.
Oh, and one last thing. If you don't find all of your answers tomorrow, this week, this month, or even this year, you didn't fail, and you're not a failure. You're living if you're searching for them, so just keep at it. :)
