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Pensivity Vol. 21d
May. 1st, 2005 03:41 amWhat to say... What to say...
SEED is over on CN. Awaiting the rest of Stars (11 episodes to go). Awaiting Destiny's arrival on US shores. Recovering and enduring financial problems. Working through the last legs of college for this semester. Bonding with mom in what could be my last year or so in Louisiana. Loving Thomas. Developing exponentially with Justin. Fully realizing who I am, and the truth of the world surrounding me.
It's crazy. In a week's span, a lot of what I once held as part of my personal view on my life crumbled around me, and for the better. I've become reborn in this new perspective on life, love, sex, and joy in general, and in particular, truth. And, admittedly, it's a bit exhausting, but I've come through, having learned a lot in the process. It's not as bad as this might make it out to sound though.
Contemplating a website update. Have to do a Japanese project, and finish an English paper. I miss my guys. Need a shower. Want more SDGF stuff. Losing my tummy and looking sezzier. ^_^ Need to update my art on my page. Check up on financial aid for the summer.
*sigh* Adjusting. Yet conquering. And still kinda feeling lonely. Wondering what, if anything, is being said behind me about me. Or should that matter? To what extent? What has/will my life become?
How much does/should one care about another? How much of my life has changed?
What is my truth? My purpose? My niche? ...my goal? What will I ultimately achieve?
...where's my cell phone?
SEED is over on CN. Awaiting the rest of Stars (11 episodes to go). Awaiting Destiny's arrival on US shores. Recovering and enduring financial problems. Working through the last legs of college for this semester. Bonding with mom in what could be my last year or so in Louisiana. Loving Thomas. Developing exponentially with Justin. Fully realizing who I am, and the truth of the world surrounding me.
It's crazy. In a week's span, a lot of what I once held as part of my personal view on my life crumbled around me, and for the better. I've become reborn in this new perspective on life, love, sex, and joy in general, and in particular, truth. And, admittedly, it's a bit exhausting, but I've come through, having learned a lot in the process. It's not as bad as this might make it out to sound though.
Contemplating a website update. Have to do a Japanese project, and finish an English paper. I miss my guys. Need a shower. Want more SDGF stuff. Losing my tummy and looking sezzier. ^_^ Need to update my art on my page. Check up on financial aid for the summer.
*sigh* Adjusting. Yet conquering. And still kinda feeling lonely. Wondering what, if anything, is being said behind me about me. Or should that matter? To what extent? What has/will my life become?
How much does/should one care about another? How much of my life has changed?
What is my truth? My purpose? My niche? ...my goal? What will I ultimately achieve?
...where's my cell phone?
