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Ihgor! He iz ahliave!
Mar. 14th, 2003 09:47 amYeah yeah...it's been an interesting and somewhat eventful few days.
Trying to find a way to love my skunkie even better, beat FF7 (with Cait Sith as Darius, my honeybuns, Tifa (Amber), and Cloud (Josh)), whipped Sly Cooper down to 100% completion, gave Zei some ideas on organizing his loving interests, got cable in the dorms, got an A on a test, been concentrating on barriers, wishing my skunkie-wunkie honeybuns was down here (or I up there), doing my usual psychological inquiry into the world--sometimes less necessary than required, getting a DDR program for my computer, and finally...waking up to a 203.66 charge on my bank account.
WTF?
I know my insurance isn't all that high, as I've had to pay a slightly larger amount these past few months but... Yeesh... Where in the world did this charge come from? *blinks* Mom...I...no... *groans* I hope that's not it... But whatever it is, it'll show its head soon. I'm VERY curious to know what it is though.
But on other grounds, in learning about and lessening my barriers, even though I should put them up to whoever deserves them, I'm also realizing I should open up my mouth more--still. Last night, for some reason, after playing a few rounds of songs on StepMania, my thinking was lucid, not to mention compounded with LJ posts, wondering how strong my will was, and thoughts were just flowing through my head... I knew I was stronger than that... But after a little thinking and relaxing, it may have just been the driving music almost entrancifying my mind. Strange, but true.
Undesired energy assistance, especially when I'm chaoticized...is not a good idea. Energy doesn't solve some of my problems. Psychology does...and only if I'm open to it. I appreciate the support, but sometimes... I just don't want it. Let me be. I'll be fine.
And nothing else is really coming to mind, so... I'm guessing today's probably just another run of the mill icky day. I may just be looking at it wrong though. We'll see. That, and waking up to Aeris' Theme blaring in your ears is not only unusual...but with that amount of sleep for me, it...totally destroyed the song.
Blah.
Trying to find a way to love my skunkie even better, beat FF7 (with Cait Sith as Darius, my honeybuns, Tifa (Amber), and Cloud (Josh)), whipped Sly Cooper down to 100% completion, gave Zei some ideas on organizing his loving interests, got cable in the dorms, got an A on a test, been concentrating on barriers, wishing my skunkie-wunkie honeybuns was down here (or I up there), doing my usual psychological inquiry into the world--sometimes less necessary than required, getting a DDR program for my computer, and finally...waking up to a 203.66 charge on my bank account.
WTF?
I know my insurance isn't all that high, as I've had to pay a slightly larger amount these past few months but... Yeesh... Where in the world did this charge come from? *blinks* Mom...I...no... *groans* I hope that's not it... But whatever it is, it'll show its head soon. I'm VERY curious to know what it is though.
But on other grounds, in learning about and lessening my barriers, even though I should put them up to whoever deserves them, I'm also realizing I should open up my mouth more--still. Last night, for some reason, after playing a few rounds of songs on StepMania, my thinking was lucid, not to mention compounded with LJ posts, wondering how strong my will was, and thoughts were just flowing through my head... I knew I was stronger than that... But after a little thinking and relaxing, it may have just been the driving music almost entrancifying my mind. Strange, but true.
Undesired energy assistance, especially when I'm chaoticized...is not a good idea. Energy doesn't solve some of my problems. Psychology does...and only if I'm open to it. I appreciate the support, but sometimes... I just don't want it. Let me be. I'll be fine.
And nothing else is really coming to mind, so... I'm guessing today's probably just another run of the mill icky day. I may just be looking at it wrong though. We'll see. That, and waking up to Aeris' Theme blaring in your ears is not only unusual...but with that amount of sleep for me, it...totally destroyed the song.
Blah.
