Just a few things I've realized....
Jan. 9th, 2003 03:31 amThis is short, but I don't necesarily feel like following up just yet, but I've come to realize a few things.
1. People have feelings. I am not some autonomic individual who is at the head of the world, and everyone around me are not merely puppets. Too many things around me have proven that otherwise. I just feel bad I'm only realizing it now.
2. I haven't been willing to accept other people's help. Too much of an individual, and much like my mother, and especially depending on the person, I've wanted to develop, change, and grow generally on my own influences. That's not fair to others, really, especially if I'm being stubborn.
3. It's time to claim my own destiny, and if possible, help others with some of my own energy.
4. College money is a fringe benefit, not a reason for coasting through college. ^_^;;
I'll probably explain each further eventually, but I think I'll leave that as it is for now. I feel optimistic about this semester though. /=) And if you're willing...I just recently did two drawings on Guppy's BBS. Check 'em out!
I Dare You... and Pawin' Off...
View the latter at your own risk. It's got puppy diddlies in it. ^_^;;
1. People have feelings. I am not some autonomic individual who is at the head of the world, and everyone around me are not merely puppets. Too many things around me have proven that otherwise. I just feel bad I'm only realizing it now.
2. I haven't been willing to accept other people's help. Too much of an individual, and much like my mother, and especially depending on the person, I've wanted to develop, change, and grow generally on my own influences. That's not fair to others, really, especially if I'm being stubborn.
3. It's time to claim my own destiny, and if possible, help others with some of my own energy.
4. College money is a fringe benefit, not a reason for coasting through college. ^_^;;
I'll probably explain each further eventually, but I think I'll leave that as it is for now. I feel optimistic about this semester though. /=) And if you're willing...I just recently did two drawings on Guppy's BBS. Check 'em out!
I Dare You... and Pawin' Off...
View the latter at your own risk. It's got puppy diddlies in it. ^_^;;